You move me, I can see light in my path now. No longer dwell deep down in the sorrows. All because you pick me up and set me on the rock. Now I’m walking with faith.
I will be glad with the decisions I made, I will not regret. With your grace I know I will be sucessful
A new year, a new start. Putting effort to fufil my new year resolution this year.
Spent new year together with weirdos, its totally crazy!
Wanted to ton till the noon but I was so bored and I went to sleep. Its was awesome, hahah! Burning candles and school logos in the rooftop, clubbing in the house. The funny part was all the ten of us slept in one room! We were like pigs seriously. Everyone snores really loud! Hahhahahahahaha, I go round the room taking unglam photos of people sleeping. Hahahahhah, and I’m very proud of it! Just compare their normal self and when they’re sleeping. Hahah, its damn funny, you’re gonna see another side of them. Sleeping with mouths open, snores loudly, sleeping like a cocoon, sleeping like a flower and lots sort of parterns. I don’t snores, I don’t roll around, I don’t sleep with mouth open (: But I did something stupid that I will do this morning, I never thought they will saw it all -.- I woke up and face Chunting, I smile really funny and say ” Heeeee, hello hello hello ” I fell back to sleep and I sit up suddenly, smile stupidly to Jen and Andrea and ” Hmmmm (Smile) ” and fell back to sleep again. I don’t even know I was doing it luh. When they demostrate to me I realise how retarded I was. I thought in this whole of my life, my mum will be the only one who sees it. Now 4 person on this Earth saws my weirdness. They saw it all luh, all my funny and stupid actions.
Enjoyed every single moment, thanks people (:
I may be having fun, but I know the truth joy comes from you. I never forgets it.
This choice is made by me, I’m gonna face it myself and be glad about it. I know this choice is right, definately.
An unexamine life isn’t worth living
I’m sick again. In my 15 years, I’ve never fainted before but I fainted this morning ):
I was feeling very very weak, I see double vision and feel like vomiting. So this morning I fainted in the toliet, when I woke up I realised I was on the toliet floor. Then I thought I was dreaming, hahah! But no, I’m not dreaming, I’m really on the toliet floor because I fainted. Hahah, I find it amazing, I’ve experience the feeling of fainting. You really felt nothing before you faint. I was very unlucky, I fell and hit my lip against the floor. So now my gum swell a little and my teeth is really painful ):
Went to see a doctor, he said that I’ve digestion problem and it affected my whole body. My body couldn’t recieve the nuitrients that it should need. Then I was like ” Die, hahah, I’ve not been eating ” But I’ve improve, really really! I start to eat rice and meat (Which I’m always disgusted about) and finish 3/4 of it. Hee, really trying to eat two meals. I’m taking it step by step (:
Next year is gonna be heartic
Next year is gonna be chaos
Next year is gonna be stressful
Next year is gonna be depress
Next year is gonna be tiring
But I’m not gonna be afraid, because I’ve my God by my side. My strength, my faith and my everything. You’re my everything, everything I need. I’ve gone through confusions and temptations this few days and I’m very alert. I can’t live with you, even if I live, I’m not gonna live with meaning. Its gonna be a very meaninless life. I know I need to repent and get back to you. My light path, I will never want to let go of you. I pray that I won’t be shaken even if temptations are right infront of me.
Lastly, I HEART choir! Hee hee! We’re the most influencial and enthusastic ministry! 
Sunday, in the past, I really dislike this day. Its boring, tiring and I feel lazy. Hee, but today is a different Sunday! I stay refresh for the whole day because he who is the Lord refreshes me. His word sustain me with strenght for the whole day.
Hahahha, I didn’t really mention to a lot of people about my new hair cut. Yes, I chop off 40cm of my hair! Heee, I’m happy about it! (:
Everyday I always have a thankful heart towards you, always surrounded by your grace. Even a little strenght by you makes me feel thankful. When I’m tired, you always have a way to make me rest. Every problem I’m facing, you’re always there to save me.
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from anguish,
sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints,
so I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,
“The years when you have seen only one set of footprints,
my child, is when I carried you.”
I will remember this whenever I’m facing problems, for you’re there with me, I’m never alone.
You’re Lord and you will reign forever.
Alright, its Saturday again! Hah, the best day of the week!
Okay, I know I’m a unfaithful blogger! D:
I promise to be faithful, heeee!
I was so tired today, I didn’t talk a lot today. Not like other days, I talk talk talk and talk non-stop. Hee, talketiveness brings joy yeah! (: I really need to learnt to be obedient and take care of myself. If I fall sick, I can’t serve well! Yes, I’m gonna start eating regularly/take regular medication (Glucose) and sleep early! I’m falling sick. Tsk, I need to do something about it!
I was looking through my report book and out of 6 months, I’m absent for 26 days! I need to make a change in my lifestyle.
Yeah, today, who killed christmas? Every ESS is always great, I always enjoyed. I may not know the Drama team that was acting today, but I wanna really thank God for all of them. Our saved souls for today was also part from them, their performance. They used themselves as a tool to attract people for ESS. Spending so much time and effort on the performance. I really learnt to have a thankful heart not only towards God but also people. Thank God for the Drama team.
I really felt surrounded by God’s grace when I enter into the presence of his. This song ” You hold me now “, I came to recall and repent what have I sin today. I feel soooo guilty. One sin of mine is like nailing God against the cross. Won’t anyone feel guilty? I feel so lousy, was thinking if he will forgive me. But God speaks to me through a card ( I know its funny, hahah! ) The card says this ” I forgive you “. I was so touch and felt myself surrounded by his grace. I never want to let go this life source of mine, I want to cling on to this faith forever and ever. I feel so refresh after reading a short passage in morning after I woke up and in the night before my sleep. I feel so refresh everytime I plung into your word. Like drowning in this very calm and peace water. Thank you for all the strength God gave me.
I was quite impatient today, I will really take note of my lifestyle. It really affects me and people around me. By not having enough sleep makes me irritated and cause me to be impatient.
Okay, I’m gonna make a deal with God. I’m gonna sleep, eat regularly (I will really try) and stop running everyday without eating. It cause me to lose energy and gets tired.
I was sooo alerted by the teaching today. God came to Earth not appearing himself as God but humbles himself down as a slave. God, a slave? God’s humility is really way too far I can ever imagine. It doesn’t just end there, but he came to suffer all the pain just to save us and get back to him. Then my mind came to this ” Why is it so good for a man to gain the whole world and forefeit his soul? ” We may face temptations, like money? Positions? But he faced temptations in anyway but he didn’t sin. It really alert me, why should I chase after all this for? Just because I lived in a reality world or society? What can be more compare to his grace for me? He will provide me.
Alright, I shall tell myself this ” Eat, because you need to serve with a healthy body “
Thanks C, for your carings (:
Level up camp, yeah, its the most exciting thing ever. I realised a lot of thing about myself and really wanna change and move on to a higher level. That’s what level up camp is for.
Its really a big change for me in this camp, after going to so many camps, there is still one thing that I’ve not let go. But today and right now, I’ve let it go, I’ve open up myself and accept the reality. The thing that I’ve let go is the acceptance of my family. I have done things that I have never thought that I will do.
All praises to you, I have realise LOTS of things. Eagar to see my journey with you (:
Restructure! Yes, it really bitters my heart deeply. I’m feeling better than before (:
After prayer meet, I’m really feeling more secure, less concern and refresh. I’m holding a thankful heart towards you.
Yeah, today, ahahah, prayer meet of course. After prayer meet went to eat lunch with West E and West C. OMG, we’re hillarious bunch of people manxz. I crap a lot with Lingna! Hahah! Really know her better than before. After lunch, hillarious bunch of West AE went to slack around. And seriously slack, we totally talk crap all the way! Hah, its better than rotting at home! D:
Looking forward to tomorrow
Its gonna be another exciting journey!
Digesting in progress, I pray for strength
Its all for Growth, stand firm, bloom where I am
OMG, family day carnival are stil as cool as before. Hmmm, just that our drinks has a bit of problem but we did a great sales! All thanks to hardworking people! (:
I was like don’t know what to do, every job was taken because everyone was so enthu about it. I was suppose to be at fishball stall but then I went to walk around the canteen than to drinks stall to help. Eh, I help by being the bell. Hahahahah, I was playing with my stick and drinks. Ding ding ding it, I was very slack today. Drinks stall people were really hardworking, promoting and shouting. OMG, shouting. Xiangting was damn hillarious, I was laughing mad.
3/2 is the best (:
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